Pathetic long run today. Disappointment. At the very least, I enjoyed what nature offered me this morning.
Also, happy birthday, Grandma. I miss you so much that my heart feels like it will implode sometimes. I like to imagine what things would be like if you were here now…but that hurts a lot, too. Hearts can break from wanting something so much.
So instead, I’m doing my best to smile and celebrate you today. I’m living a life of grand love for my family and friends, because that’s what you did. And I deep cleaned my camper, too, because I could hear your voice telling me it was maybe getting a little filthy.